I am a new comer of “Zhoukou Normal University ,” my subject is biology, learning biology is my choice, but now I realize my choice is wrong, because it is not a popular subject, this means that I can not find a good job in the future. What makes me more worried is that I am not an out-going girl and I have not a hobby which makes me feel proud, I don’t have many good friends either. I have not joint any clubs, because I think if you are not a leader, you had better not take part in it. What is more, I want to spend my leisure time to learn more useful things and take a part-time job, but my disappointment is that my dream is far away from the reality. Before I came to university I had told my parents I would pay my tuition fees by myself, however after I tried it many times, I have lost heart, I can not find any job, even a low paid one at this poor place. (Zhoukou, Henan province is famous for poverty) I have no confidence of myself now, I even have the idea of quitting my study, what should I do?

　　Yours,

　　Xue Fang

　　我是周口师范大学的新生，我的专业是生物，学习生物是我的选择，但是现在我觉得我的选择是错的。因为这并不是一个热门专业，这意味着未来我不能找到很好的工作。让我更担心的是我不是一个外向的女孩儿，而且我也没有让我自豪的业余爱好。我也没有很多朋友。我没有加入任何俱乐部，因为我觉得如果一个人在里面做不了领导，还不如不参加。更重要的是，我想在我的空闲时间去学习更多有用的东西，并且做些兼职，但让我失望的是理想与现实差距很远。在我上大学之前，我告诉我父母我会自己付学费，然而在我努力了很多次后，我失望了，在这个贫困的地区，我找不到任何工作，哪怕是一份很低收入的工作。(河南省周口市以它的贫困而著名)我现在对自己一点信心也没有，我甚至想要放弃我的学业，我该怎么办?